because everyday I feel that the day before doesn't count ... so much happens ... I try to remain as much alone as I can ... not to make contact at all.
They think I'm not polite ... but whatever I have to say to these people seems so unnecessary ... I just can't be around ... be around anything that is forced ... I'd rather just remain how I feel ... what happened before happened ... now it's only sentiment that you can't scratch out
Christa Päffgen aka Nico.